I haven’t felt that feeling on my skin
In so many days and oh what long long days they have been.
I haven’t needed what only I can do
Until today when all my old wounds became new.
I wouldn’t wish this on anyone
The dreams I used to have are dead and gone.
I love this feeling that I’ve missed so much
Now while I’m bleeding I can reach into the empty air and clutch.
The ending is fitting it’s just like the start
Covering a bed with blood and waiting for the last beat to come.
I haven’t felt this heart beat
So fast yet so slow,
Since that time before,
That both you and I know